la petite girafe Miscellaneous

LPG recommends: Five worst Christmas Songs worth avoiding this year

The little giraffe is having a sweet tooth. Or does it rather take cover from listening to Christmas songs?

Christmas is all around us. While we are walking through the annually refurbished winter wonderland the snow is falling as silently as ever. Peaceful is the night unless we turn on the radio and keep a lookout for Christmas carols. Here you are some of this year’s worst troves.

«Little Drummer Boy» (as sung (?) by Bob Dylan)
1. «Little Drummer Boy»
(as sung (?) by Bob Dylan)

Bob Dylan was awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature, right? Didn’t go fetching it back in 2016, did he? Isn’t such a great singer, is he? Well, let’s agree on the fact that he is not one of those musicians whose artistic expression relies entirely on pitches. Now, Dylan’s version of Little Drummer Boy comes along as a mixture of «Let’s get it over with!» and «How could I possibly bore little children (and little adults) with some even more boring songs?». In order not to fall asleep instantly while listening to the Little Drummer Boy the percussionist (or the drum computer) keeps us machine-gunned up time and again.

If you do not consider this bad enough try Must Be Santa instead, which you will (hopefully not) find on the same disc.

«Stille Nacht» (as sung by EAV)
2. «Stille Nacht»
(as sung by EAV)

Keep it stupid, stupid. Whenever we’re looking for something really silly, yet funny enough to be digged up, it could be worth paying a visit to the EAV (Erste Allgemeine Verunsicherung – «First General Uninsurance»). Only recently this Austrian band that peaked in the nineties has published a new CD called «ihr SĂŒnderlein kommet» which means Oh, come, little sinners and refers to the German Christmas song Ihr Kinderlein, kommet / Oh, come, little children. As a matter of course EAV’s version of Stille Nacht / Silent Night is not really meant to be sung by the local church choir at the Midnight Mass on December 24.

Schlaf in himmlischer Ruh! (Sleep in heavenly peace)
Schlaf in himmlischer Ruh!


Trink den Punsch aus dem Schuh (Drink the punch from a shoe)
Schlafe in himmlischer Ruh

Other than that, the musicians did their very best to make this song sound really, really, really grisly. The arrangement comes along as tough as old boots (intentionally, of course) and I truly cannot find words for describing the fake-angels’ chorus in the first stanza.

If you do not consider this bad enough, though, try Klinik unter Psalmen instead (same disc).

«Jingle Bells» (as played by an American school orchestra)
3. «Jingle Bells»
(as played by an American school orchestra)

The performance starts at 2:11 and the solo at the beginning of it is pretty OK in comparison to … what the arranger did! Goodness me, consult a composer once in a while and/or consider adding a secondary voice to the mess. Or rests for the ‘bones. Or just rests. Silence is beautiful and John Cage is deemed a great composer too. Besides, throw a glance at the conductor. Perhaps he is also the arranger—there are some indications that this might be the case.

The very big something (with a stunning guitar solo)
4. The very big something
(with a stunning guitar solo)

Until recently I did not know that the well-known film figure Borat had a less well-known kind of doppelgĂ€nger. In contrast to Borat, this guy is a thrillingly talented guitarist who doesn’t beat around the bush. Never ever. Jump to 0:56 and ascertain it for yourself!

Disappointed that this is no Christmas song? Well, frankly, I don’t know which kind of song this is meant to be, but any Christmas song could hardly be worse—so let’s consider it one.

«Christmas Is All Around» (from the movie Love Actually)
5. «Christmas Is All Around»
(from the movie Love Actually)

This is a prime example of ridiculing an already silly text by very subtly destroying its metre. Let’s compare two lines —

Love that’s all around me
And so the feeling grows

is retyped to

Christmas is all around me,
And so the feeling grows

Naturally Christmas has got one syllabe too much. Christmas is lasting too long, pretty obvious, isnt’t it? There’s one more difference in both version that we stumble upon when we listen to Billy Mack (starring Bill Nighy) —

You gave your promise to me and I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me in everything I do
Oh, yes I do


You gave your presents to me
And I gave mine to you
I need Santa beside me
In everything I do

Apart from getting shockingly materialist, we observe that there’s something weird about Santa. This central word is supposed to be stressed on its first syllabe, but in this context it gets satirised by being emphasised on its second (sanTA instead of SANta). Admittingly I think that’s terribly funny to listen to, but if you do not consider this bad enough, watch this video instead:

«Christmas Is All Around» (from the movie Love Actually – final version)
la petite girafe Miscellaneous

La photo: L’atterrissage

The little giraffe is unsuccessfully trying to step down from a Raspberry Pi.
Miscellaneous News

Ăźles englouties premiered

Get a copy of Ăźles englouties from Universal Edition.

Finally, more than four years after the piece was written, Ăźles englouties for piano solo will be premiered by Urban Stanič. The Slovenian pianist is one of the most extraordinary young pianists that I have met and I am deeply grateful that he has decided to include my piece in his concert in Vienna on November 5, 2021 alongside two sonatas by Haydn, a work by the Slovenian composer Tilen Slakan and Liszt’s monumental sonata in b minor.

In Ăźles englouties I have attempted to merge Debussy’s famous prelude La cathedrale engloutie, Albeniz’ El Corpus Christi en Sevilla and my piano concerto Las Islas Aguadas into one somewhat impressionist poem for the piano. The piece consists of two parts—its references remain muzzy in the beginning and eventually become clearer. In the last section, all the bells of the sunken cathedral herald triumphantly the church parade in Sevilla. My music is an homage to the two pieces that I have admired ever since and that have become particularly important for me over the past years.

The sheet music is now available from Universal Edition.

See also:
Urban Stanič
Ăźles englouties
Gesellschaft fĂŒr Musiktheater Wien

Miscellaneous News

Concert and lecture in Leipzig

On December 7, 2021 I will have the pleasure of following an invitation by the composer Bernd Franke to give a lecture at the University of Leipzig in the course of which I will present several compositions of mine. An introduction to my compositional language, my aesthetical strategies and thoughts about the shades of harmonical clarity in my works will be at the centre of the lecture. After it a lecture concert will take place at the Grieg Meeting Place (Grieg BegegnungsstĂ€tte Leipzig). In this concert, the Scottish pianist Gregor Forbes will perform the second book of XXI Orakel der Nacht and the cellist Hugo Paiva will play Jeux de lumiĂšre. I’m very much looking forward to enjoying this event and working together with the two outstanding musicians as well as talking about my music and discussing with the students in Leipzig.

See also:
Grieg BegegnungsstÀtte Leipzig
XXI Orakel der Nacht – Zweites Heft
Jeux de lumiĂšre

Solo Instrument Work

Ăźles englouties

for piano (2017)


The title of the work «ßles englouties» alludes to two pieces that have become particularly important for me over the years. It is easy to guess the first reference—Debussy’s famous tenth PrĂ©lude from the first book which he named «La cathedrale engloutie». In my piece one can find some of Debussy’s chords and melodies, sunken in the sound of bells and in between the rapid gestures of my music. Yet they stay stay recognizeable and will once in a while come to the surface.

In 2015 I begun to write a series of «island»-pieces. The first work in this series was my piano concerto «Las Islas Aguadas». I then re-orchestrated a great part of the concerto’s material and thus «L’isola morta» for symphonic orchestra originated. «ßles englouties» roots in the piano concerto as well. Yet, enmashed in Debussy’s music, it forms a completely new work on its own.

In the final movement, another impressionistic piano work is being cited. As in my previous «island»-pieces, allusions to the Spanish tradition are made. In the present piece I took a very short section of Albeniz’s musical monument «Iberia» and merged it with Debussy’s chorus of «La cathedral engloutie» and lots of bell-like chords into a mountainous glorification of an iridescent soundscape.


Der Titel des Werks ȧles englouties« spielt auf zwei StĂŒcke an, die fĂŒr mich im Laufe der Jahre eine besondere Bedeuting entwickelten. Den Bezug zu Debussys bekanntem PrĂ©lude »La cathedrale engloutie« kann man leicht schon anhand des Titels erraten. In meinem StĂŒck finden sich einige von Debussys Melodien und Akkorden wieder, ganz versunken in glockenartigen KlĂ€ngen und eingebettet in rapiden und flĂŒchtigen Gesten. Dennoch bleiben diese AnklĂ€nge als solche erkennbar und dringen an manchen Stellen an die OberflĂ€che durch.

2015 begann ich eine Reihe an »Insel«-StĂŒcken zu schreiben. Das erste Werk dieser Serie bildet das Klavierkonzert »Las Islas Aguadas«. Aus dem Klavierkonzert heraus wucherte spĂ€ter »L’isola morta« fĂŒr symphonisches Orchester. ȧles englouties« wurzelt wiederum in ebenjenem Klavierkonzert. Verwoben mit Debussys Klangwelt steht es allerdings als eigenstĂ€ndiges StĂŒck fĂŒr sich.

Im letzten Teil meiner Komposition wird auf ein weiteres impressionistisches KlavierstĂŒck Bezug genommen. Wie in den vorangegangenen »Insel«-StĂŒcken tauchen Allusionen an die spanische Musiktradition auf. Im vorliegenden StĂŒck nahm ich eine kurze Passage aus Albeniz’ monumentalem Klavierzyklus »Iberia« und verschmolz diese Textur mit dem großen Choral aus Debussys »versunkener Kathedrale« sowie mit zahllosen Glocken-Akkorden zu einem gewaltigen, fast schon monströsen Klangmeer.


DURATION: 13 minutes

Universal Edition

October 10, 2021 (I) ‱ Graz, Palais Meran ‱ Urban Stanic, piano
November 5, 2021 (I-II) ‱ Vienna, Gesellschaft fĂŒr Musiktheater ‱ Urban Stanic, piano

Miscellaneous News

Solo Recital

The concert on June 11 is part of the festival Tage der neuen Klaviermusik Graz.

Frankly, I’ve really missed staging something in the past months. On June 11, I’ll make a comeback as pianist with works by Richard DĂŒnser, Katharina Roth and two books of my work XXI Oracles of the Night — in the course of which the second book is being premiered. Having been studying the pieces for more than half a year, I’m definitely looking forward to playing these works in public. All the pieces orbit arount the subject «Nocturne». I was looking for a programme that conveys faintly Romantic emotional worlds and sinisterly obscure soundscapes respectively.

Admittingly I tend to enjoy contemporary music that does not sound as we might expect modern music to be like. Music that seems to have fallen out of time can be extremely exciting—as long as it doesn’t present itself unprogressive or even reactionary. As a composer, I believe in individual solutions, in personal styles that might be arbitrary or just unfashionable and I assume that almost every great artist cannot be confused with another artist, due to his or her most individual compositional strategies. Naturally, composing successfully in the spirit of the time is repugnant to that idea to a certain extent.

Setup for premiering the second book of XXI Oracles of the Night –
a Saturn gong, four singing bowls and several mallets.

When working on my second book of XXI Oracles of the Night I have intensively meditated on harmonic clarity. We need structures that are recognizable and such structures that are apt to cause nebulosity at the same time. On the one hand, I added rather complex harmonies to my pieces using a planet gong and four singing bowls and melted these tonal colours with the equal-tempered tones of the piano. When writing for the piano and designing harmonic progressions, we must always consider the usage of the pedal as well. Thus the actual sounding result might be far more complex than what’s apparently written in the score—just have a think about it. The crucial thing, and I daresay the more difficult thing, is how to establish harmonic clarity while using the pedal function unstintingly. There are several strategies I chose to accomplish this task:

  • (a) Writing rather simple chords. Seems easy, but isn’t really. Take a major triad. It will easily come to the foreground, but everyone will think «Oh, a lovely triad—how boring!». We can circumvent that problem to a certain degree by mixing a triad together with another simple chord. This results in Sacre-like chords (comp. Stravinsky: Le Sacre du Printemps, mark 13f.). Furthermore we might consider accelerating the tempo of chord progressions while still holding down the pedal. Quite effective, rather difficult to play, yet the result will eventually become more and more obscure.
  • (b) Reducing the texture and the speed respectively. Morton Feldman is unsurpassed in applying this method in order to create transparent structures and patterns. When working with very complex chords (with pitches that deviate from the twelve chromatic tones) this is a nice way to grant the listener some time to understand what’s happening harmonically. The problem is, it is in contradiction to classic virtuosity to some extent.
  • (c) Using primitive scales. I really avoided writing diatonic structures thus far. It’s like touching the fire: One might get burned easily. We all know what the white keys sound like and we all have grown accustomed to the sound of a pentatonic scale really well. It’s become dull. However, in the middle of a a harmonic mess (remember, let’s keep the right pedal down for a while), such primitive structures might just establish the smidge of clarity we were striving to. Combining (a) and (c) in Presto or Agitato can result in very interesting, very complex and very exciting passages, I have found out. The vital question is: How long can a structure based on a primitive scale last at the maximum? In my work, I escaped my diatonic structures within five seconds, and additionally they are always flanked by something else such as a (microtonally deviant) stroke of the gong etc.

Other than that, in XXI Oracles of the Night, I was aiming at bringing allusions to esotericism into my music. On the one hand, the titles of the single movements such as The Solar Wind in the second book by themselves evoke the idea of an unearthly something happening around us. I did my best to translate such overtones into my piano pieces. Observed from a musical point of view, they become audible in the instrumentation for the one thing. Planet gongs and singing bowls are closely assiciated with a certain utilization context. The other idea of how to include the allurement of a possibly supernatural existence was to play around with musical clarity. Whenever we feel we could hang on to a theme, a chord, a tonality, whatsoever, the music descends elsewhere. It only gives us hints, some of which are stronger, others scarcely discernible.

Concert: Orakel der Nacht
Friday, June 11 2021, 9:00 PM
KULTUM, Mariahilferplatz 3, 8020 Graz

Get Tickets

la petite girafe Miscellaneous

Frequently Asked Questions

Is the little giraffe swashbuckling?

A story with the little giraffe

Only recently, a reader of the little giraffe pointed out that there were no FAQs hereabouts. That’s pretty true, I thought. Thus far. Almost certainly people would have a lot of questions to ask the little giraffe, I thought, but everyone was afraid to ask. Whatever the case may be, here you are ten frequently asked questions about the little giraffe.

What is the little giraffe’s given name?

It doesn’t have any. Disappointed about that fact? Let’s remenber one of the best lines of the iconic TV series Columbo starring Peter Falk as protagonist:

From the police, ma’am. I’m Lieutenant Columbo.
Yes, ma’am, but you can call me Lieutenant.

Hence we see that we don’t always depend on forenames.

How old is the little giraffe?

The little giraffe was put together in October 2019. It is approximately 1.5 years old.

Does the little giraffe miss Africa?

No, not at all. It has never seen the continent. It is true that the natural habitat of every member of the family Giraffidae is situated in Africa, but the little giraffe’s building blocks were fabricated in Asia. However, the assemblage took place in Austria.

What is the little giraffe’s favourite food?

As observed on the photo below, the little giraffe’s favourite dish is the greenery from our pot plants. Its strictly vegan diet could not prevent several bone fractures and split-offs, though.

The little giraffe prefers a vegan diet.
Is the little giraffe a good ski jumper?

Due to the animated film series Athleticus, giraffes are no good ski jumpers. See it for yourself!

Does the little giraffe really love contemporary music so much?

I can’t put my finger on it. Certainly it enjoys a lot of modern music at the place where it’s living. It’s safe to say that whenever a piece of the little giraffe breaks off or gets lost it’s not due to the music it is surrounded by.

Is the little giraffe swashbuckling?

Definitely. Inspite of its tininess and regardless of its rather sheepish look, the little giraffe is very adventurous. Be it climbing up Christmas trees or confronting the hectoring clay boar: The little giraffe turns out as fearless as audacious—and it will never miss the boat when it gets down to breaking one or more than one of its legs.

Who’s the little giraffe’s best friend?

The little giraffe is best friends with a dragon-like five-legged creature called FĂŒnffusssaurus. Read here more about FĂŒnffusssaurus.

What’s the number of parts the little giraffe is made of?

The litte giraffe consists of more than 150 components. Additionally, there are are several spare parts available in the construction set.

Send us your sightings.
Can I make friends with the little giraffe too?

Sure! The little giraffe is delighted to get in touch with its readers. Feel free to send a message to — we’re collecting items, places and oddities that feature giraffes. Take a picture of your object/place/whatever you’ve seen and send it to us.

Miscellaneous News


IN SPIRITO MAHLER was recorded on March 22 at the Ehrbar hall, Vienna.
Ensemble Zeitfluss | Edo Mičić, conductor | Georg Klimbacher, baritone

Revisiting »Marley’s Ghost«

The highly acclaimed Graz based Ensemble Zeitfluss under the baton of Edo Mičić recorded a concert programme labeled «IN SPIRITO MAHLER» at Vienna’s Ehrbar hall in March. Music by Gustav Mahler, Dana Cristina Probst, Christian Diendorfer, Alyssa Aska and my new arrangement of Marley’s Ghost for baritone and ensmeble was performed. It was a great pleasure working together with the brilliant Austrian baritone Georg Klimbacher and with one of my very favourite ensembles. Feel free to listen to the concert which was professionally videotaped by Ábel Czinger and his team.

Gustav Mahler: Zu Straßburg auf der Schanz | Erinnerung | Hans und Grete (arranged for baritone and ensemble by Pierre HoppĂ©) — 03:51
Dana Cristina Probst: Alba Carolina II — 16:52
Christian Diendorfer: Hubano-Arien — 33:57
Alyssa Aska: arcanum — 1:01:13
Christoph Renhart: Marley’s Ghost — 1:16:10

Between the performances composers and performers talk about their pieces and tell us more about this production’s making-of. Read more about my work Marley’s Ghost here or get a copy of the score at the online store of the Universal Edition.

la petite girafe Miscellaneous


The little giraffe finds a new friend.

Pentathlon —
A story with the little giraffe

It’s about time to introduce a new figure: FĂŒnffusssaurus. For reasons too obvious to mention we will not translate this into English. FĂŒnffussaurus was purchased a while ago for ten-something at an online store. Before it was mounted—guarded by the severe look of the little giraffe—it remained quarantined for some days, just to be sure LPG doesn’t contract the dragon’s flue (which would be unimaginably frightening). As every construction kit is delivered with some extra building blocks, I chose to deviate a little from the construction manual; hence the name. Originally this was meant to be a dragon, but now it rather looks like a worm, though. A wyvern without wings. A lindworm-centipede-crossbreed. Whatsoever.

Locking horns

Once ready to become subject to this very blog, we’d like to get to know to our new figure a little bit closer. Let’s stage a competition and see which tiny beast performs better, FĂŒnffusssaurus or the local heroine, LPG. There are five categories—quasi the pentathlon for the pipsqueaks—in which FĂŒnffusssaurus will challenge the little giraffe: Height, width, flexibility, fragility and popularity. Let’s start with the first match.

Who’s taller?

Let’s face it: giraffes are known to be … tall. There is no chance for FĂŒnffusssaurus of winning this stage, is there? Have a look at the picture. While FĂŒnffusssaurus keeps struggling with mother gravity to gain some extra inches, LPG is stablest when raising her nose up to the skies. A clear point for the crowd favourite.

Preliminary result:

Who’s longer?
(Admittingly, that’s pretty obvious)

FĂŒnffusssaurus captures a very decisive victory. If we look at the image, LPG measures 2.5 inches from ground to ground, whereas FFFSSS exceeds the range of the meter. Frankly, it was rather challenging to somehow fit FFFSSS into the meter. Other than that, the little giraffe reaches from the Yangtze River to the Amur River, but FFFSSS spreads all over the EU, Russia, Kazakhstan and Africa as well.

Preliminary result:

Who’s more flexible?

Let’s see, which of the two has a more dislocatable body and is overall more flexible. We already know that the little giraffe is very flexible. But how about FFFSSS? Let’s get down to it and count their joints. The little giraffe comes up with three ball-and-socket joints, all of them are sited at its neck. However, FFFSSS boasts about its tremendous amount of eleven such joints. Apart from that, also its feet are movable, no less than its tail and its horns. Thus, there is no need to dispute who’s gonna win this round, just have a look at the picture to verify the results.


It is self-evident that LPG is rather fragile than indestructible. However, the same is true of our new friend, FFFSSS. We might count all possible items of each character that are likely to get lost. We might also take into consideration that the little giraffe is so fragile, it can’t even stand at all, once one of its legs is broken again. We might also observe, that FFFSSS has five feet that stick together but loosely whereas its underjaw is keen to fall off like a denture at any moment. I would like not to declare LPG or FFFSSS the winner of this match, though, for both competitors are just way too fragile to make a call. It’s a draw.

Giraffes are popular.

Finally when it gets down to popularity, the little giraffe remains undefeatable thus far. FFFSSS has not recieved fanpost yet, whereas LPG has (indeed!). Giraffes are somewhat popular animals and when people see that they are occasionally fed to the lions in a zoo in Copenhagen for instance, many people get upset easily. As for FFFSSS, the popularity of a hitherto undiscovered species is undefined or null.

Miscellaneous News


Berufsbilder: Komponist

erschienen online auf dem Internetportal des Career Service Centers der KuntuniversitÀt Graz


Als Komponist konzipiere ich musikalische Werke und lege mehr oder weniger konkret einen Plan fest, wie solche Werke umgesetzt werden können bzw. sollen. Ich fixiere meine kompositorischen Ideen in klassischer Weise in Form einer Partitur schriftlich, gelegentlich auch in Form von Quellcode.  Denkbar ist aber auch, dass ein*e Komponist*in seine oder ihre Werke auf TontrĂ€ger einspielt oder sonstwie fixiert.
Wie viele andere Komponist*innen spiele ich meine eigene Musik (als Pianist). Einige meiner Werke habe ich auch selbst dirigiert und aufgenommen.
Da man als Komponist*in in Österreich im Allgemeinen nicht von KompositionsauftrĂ€gen im Bereich der Neuen Musik leben kann – die wenigsten Komponist*innen erhalten gut oder ĂŒberhaupt bezahlte AuftrĂ€ge bzw. können ausreichend hohe Kompositionsförderungen lukrieren – geht man als Komponist*in meistens einer anderen zeitintensiven TĂ€tigkeit neben der eigentlichen kĂŒnstlerischen Arbeit nach, um sein*ihr Einkommen zu erwirtschaften, sei es durch Unterrichten, Dirigieren/Musizieren oder Jobs im Bereich Kulturmanagement etc.
Ich unterrichte – mit großer Freude – an der KUG musiktheoretische FĂ€cher und kuratiere die Konzertreihe fĂŒr Neue Musik im KULTUM. DarĂŒber hinaus engagiere ich mich ehrenamtlich in Vereinen wie der ÖGZM.


Die einfache Antwort lautet: Indem man Werke komponiert. Man muss ja nicht bei der Wirtschaftskammer vorstellig werden oder einem Orchester irgendwelche Zeugnisse vorlegen, bevor ein eigenes Werk aufgefĂŒhrt werden darf. Meistens ist man selbst sein*e erste*r Interpret*in, insofern wĂŒrde ich meinen, ein Instrument zumindest mittelmĂ€ĂŸig zu können ist so etwas wie eine Startrampe. Die etwas lĂ€ngere Antwort ist: Es gilt Werke, Handwerk, Umfeld, Gesellschaft, Geschichte, Traditionen, Spieltechniken, technische Entwicklungen etc. etc. genau und mit grĂ¶ĂŸter Neugier zu durchdringen (id est: zu studieren), um zu so etwas wie einer eigenen musikalischen Grammatik kompositorischer Ideen zu gelangen (id est: einen unverwechselbaren Stil zu schaffen). Dazu kommt, dass man sein Metier genau kennen lernen muss, sich Netzwerke aufbauen und auch wirtschaftlich denken soll, um dieser kĂŒnstlerischen TĂ€tigkeit langfristig erfolgreich nachgehen zu können.


Ich glaube, es ist eine recht eigenartige Mischung aus Biegsamkeit und Sturheit: Die Freude am Lernen und daran, die eigenen Ideen fortwĂ€hrend kritisch zu ĂŒberdenken ist genauso wichtig wie das Beharren auf eigenen Ideen, wenn man sich absolut sicher ist, dass sie gut sind, selbst wenn sie rundum auf Ablehnung stoßen. Die Akademie hat sich oft geirrt, das zeigt die Musikgeschichte, aber irrig wĂ€re es auch, die alten Meister nicht zu hören. DarĂŒber hinaus das Übliche: Eine sehr gute musikalische Vorstellungskraft, ein GespĂŒr fĂŒr Dramaturgie, eine hohe SensibilitĂ€t fĂŒr Ă€sthetische Fragen, Neugierde (ganz viel davon), und einen guten Schuss GrĂ¶ĂŸenwahn gepaart mit dem festen Glauben daran, dass man ein Amazonasschiff ĂŒber einen Berg ziehen kann (das ist lĂ€ngst erwiesen).


Ich liebe es, Dinge entstehen zu lassen und nach meinen Vorstellungen zu gestalten. Egal, was. Ich programmiere auch gerne. Komponist bin ich letztlich geworden, weil ich ĂŒber das Klavier zur Musik fand und ich mich als Interpret im Bereich der Neuen Musik immer schon pudelwohl fĂŒhlte.


Mein liebster Teilbereich beim Komponieren ist, so denke ich, das Instrumentieren. Beim Instrumentieren hat man eine stets angenehme Mischung aus Anstrengung und Weiterkommen. Beim Erfinden gĂ€nzlich neuer Abschnitte von Werken hingegen kommt man gerne einmal ins Stocken oder verwirft am Ende eines mĂŒhsamen Nachmittags wieder alles, was man bis dahin aufs Papier brachte. Das kann frustrierend sein, ist aber unvermeidlich, wenn einem die QualitĂ€t nicht “wurscht” ist. Instrumentieren ist viel dankbarer: Einen 16-stimmigen mikrotonalen Akkord fĂŒr ein Orchester zu setzen ist auch anstrengend, aber man findet viel selbstverstĂ€ndlicher in irgendeine Lösung hinein. Gleichzeitig kann man dabei auch sehr kĂŒnstlerisch vorgehen und sich Neues einfallen lassen.


Einerseits ist eine sehr große Herausforderung, genĂŒgend Zeit zum Schreiben zu haben. Gerade, wenn ich neues Material entwerfe, brauche ich einen freien Kopf und viel Ruhe. Mahler etwa komponierte in den Sommerferien einen Gutteil seiner Symphonien und instrumentierte sie ĂŒber die restlichen Monate, wenn er Geld verdienen (id est: dirigieren) musste.

Eine andere sehr große Herausforderung ist, AuffĂŒhrungen an Land zu ziehen. Man kann als Komponist kein abgekapseltes Leben fĂŒhren, wie man sich das vielleicht gerne verklĂ€rend ausmahlern möchte (Ă  la KomponierhĂ€uschen am Wörthersee – heute völlig unerschwinglich). Vielmehr ist man anfangs zumindest KĂŒnstler*in, Vertriebsleiter*in, Marketingchef*in, InkassobĂŒro (wer zahlt schon freiwillig gerne MaterialgebĂŒhren), Interpret*in, Konzertorganisator*in etc. alles in einer Person.


Drei Tipps, alle gleich wichtig: Schlagt euch diesen Gedanken aus dem Kopf. Wenn das nicht geht, legt wenigstens Musik vor, die man neben Brahms und Mozart spielen kann. Und hört nicht auf mich, ich bin kein Guru.

Link: Berufsbilder – KUG Career Service Center